I love my Savior though sometimes He can throw a loop that keeps you thinking and can get you stuck. I dreamt about Teen Mania last night. Working there and impacting young women who are embarking on such a year of change and challenges. It excited me and made me want to apply right here and now. All I could think about though is two little girls who need that input just as much. A life in Lancaster that I wouldn’t want to leave and family close by that would be hard to add miles between. Rusty has dreams and desires too and they all revolve around here… Is it God or Charis???? I assume the question will be answered one day!
Oh, and then there is Mary Kay. Is it for me? Is my struggle to push through because God has something great for the future concerning it or because maybe it just isn’t what I am to be doing right now or even ever. I hate uncertainty and feel like that is all life holds right now.
